From 1660 to 168 to most likely 0 on Wednesday. Meaning there was something wrong with the baby, and my body decided it was best to not have it anymore. I am not really sure how I feel. One part of me feels completely calm. I trust the shift in the road that I have been given. I know it was for the best for whatever reason.
The second part of me keeps thinking that, that was my baby, no matter how old.
It's a strange feeling. Heartbroken with faith.
I don't really know what else to say.
I totally didn't know you miscarried. I am so sorry to hear that. Praying for complete healing for you.
ReplyDeleteAwh thank you. It's been a hard two weeks. My husband and I have had so much support though.
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