Anyway, today started off.. horrible. I had one of those moments where I felt skinny. So, naturally when I got dressed I tried putting on some of my older clothes to see how I felt. Needless to say, I hated it. I literally started to loathe myself.
"Why are you so gross?"
"Why didn't you get up earlier and go on a run?"
"Your chin looks nasty."
"ew, your fat literally rolls over your jeans."
and so on.
So, I toss on my same jeans and my same tshirt I wore three times last week. I just don't feel comfortable in my own skin. Not only does this happen when I look at my body, but when I think of myself in general. I just started a jewelry business with my friend, Abbe, and I.. always have that sneaking thought of,
"You won't be able to do it."
"You aren't good enough."
"No one will buy your things."
UGH and the list just goes on. Then I receive my first email from the "overcomethelie" challenge.
"We need to change our inner dialogue, we need to change our inner dialogue to declare life.
There are power in your words.We can invite Him with our words. We can stir up hope instead of despair. We can prophesy a future, instead of devastation."
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